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Name: Quinsy
Location: Singapore, Singapore
Birthday: 3/20/1988
Gender: Female


Interests: Doing jigsaw puzzles, collecting nail polish, reading, Surfing LiveWire and other forums and Xanga...and signing up to useless things. And I love money. And shopping. And I love money cuz I love shopping. But feeding my wallet and keeping it fat is also important. Cuz a malnourished wallet makes me sad. But hey. I live simply. I like the simple life too.
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Expertise: Breathing , walking , sleeping , wasting time...nothing much. Procrastinating is my expertise.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Chemical and Pharmaceutical Te


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Wednesday, August 24, 2011

I've missed you. =)

It didn't work out with the Lizard. He was just a wasted effort.

I'm much more cautious now.

I'll never fall for another man, unless I'm 100% sure.

 

I trust the Lord to guide me. =)

<3

 


Friday, November 12, 2010

I refuse to let them tear us apart. Even with our issues, I believe there are other ways of overcoming it.

All relationships I had have gone through persecutions. All because THEY thought them no good. And they told me so.

Easily influenced, I listened to their crap. With their continuous spiel on what THEY thought were the perfect person for me. Their opinion and words made my life miserable and unhappy. I translated that into the relationships I had. Needless to say, all of them ended badly.

Now that it has become his turn to go through these persecutions, I'm very worried. I really pray that we stand through this test and turn out stronger.

I prayed really hard for this relationship. And I pray again; Oh Lord, grant us strength and perseverance through this tough time ahead, to show them what we're really about. Guide me to be the woman I should be, mould me into a Christ centered wife. Allow our detractors to see us, as a God centered couple. Please don't separate us. My heart is his and his only. Amen.

 


Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Love?

In December, I will introduce Calvin to my parents.

I brought him home today, for a soft introduction to my sisters.

Dunman was fine with him, other than the initial misunderstanding of him as a female, and 19 instead of 26.

His youth makes me feel insecure at times, for I look much more mature for my age. But I love him all the same.

Shorty, on the other hand, favours WQ more than Calvin. For I'd laid my foundation with him well, and Shorty actually thought WQ better looking than Calvin.

But beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder. What I see in him, what I deem good, might not be seen by others. He has issues, issues that I face as well. Issues that we have to fight together, issues that I hope will not make him break his promise to me. 

I wish it didn't have to be this way, but it did. And maybe because of it; allowed me to know him more. 

I have questions for him. And I want to know every single dirty secret he has. I open my past to him too, if he is interested.

His past has still been haunting me, and I worry for him so much, I can't concentrate much on my Econs at all. I might possibly fail. I've decided to throw the Wild Card for this module. Economics is much too difficult when my heart and mind isn't with me.

I've often wondered what Qiaoli's MSN nick meant whenever she signed in.

"Love carries its own sense of compulsion."

The day I realised I had feelings for Calvin, it suddenly made sense. Love carries its own sense of compulsion. A willingness to forgive, a willingness to forget. A willingness to start anew. A willingness to accept.

A strong compulsion to be with him, come what may.

Rash, and irrational.

I've been feeling cramps all day, but I don't know what's wrong with me. I hope I'm not getting sick or anything, although my hours has been screwed because of that Personal Effectiveness Module. I hope it isn't cancer, I hope it isn't some illness brewing inside.

Anything but sickness.

AMEN.


Wednesday, November 03, 2010

I've finally graduated from my Diploma in Chemical and Pharmaceutical Technology, made good use of it with 1 year plus of experience in the Government's Statutory Lab, and now I'm doing me DEGREE!

CAN YOU IMAGINE MOI, AN UNDERGRADUATE?

woo~!

And I never thought this day would ever come.

I'm still struggling with school though.

I have an Economics exam in 9 days. I haven't touched my books AT ALL. And I failed all those little quizzes to boot.

*sigh*

Doesn't help that I fell for someone I shouldn't have fallen for. I might get burnt. VERY. BADLY.

Oh Lord, I need your guidance.

FIND ME A GOOD HUSBAND! Someone who wouldn't make me worry. Someone who is stable, rich and good. A man of God. Someone I love deeply and wouldn't stray away from.

AMEN!


Monday, June 15, 2009

Honestly, Blogger is fucking useless. It keeps having outages and whenever I feel like blogging, it 'goes out'.

Anyway, I'm in the midst of switching jobs.

From a call centre girl with a more glamourous title of 'Quality Service Coordinator' a.k.a QSC, in a MNC Distribution company, I've gotten myself a job post as a Grade IV Technical Officer in the Government's Statutory Board.

But damn! When I gave my Manager (who had tendered his resignation letter just last week when I'd happedn to be sick), he told me he would be handing over his job to the Temporary Manager until the company found a new person to replace him.

With that, he was unable to hand my declaration of love for this company to the Human Resource Department, and instead, would be handing my personal love letter to this LOVELY company to the TEMPORARY Manager.

The T.M not only refused to hand my love letter back to its owner, he even had a ONE on ONE session with me so that I could 'think things through, and talk things over.' WTF.

He literally was trying to sell the company to me.

WTF.

But sorry sir, I CAN'T AFFORD THE COMPANY.

Pfft.

Anyway, the only reason for me to leave this lovely company, is all due to V-Biotene, the executive with the dog breathe and bad body odour. Fat, ugly, and fucking irritating.

I dislike him and he's the main cause of the high turnover rate in the department in these past months.





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